I Want To Be Straight

A boy that likes boys and doesn't like that.

Wrongdoing

Yesterday i did something crazy.

I was in the bus and sat next to a cute boy 
Well, i put my hand on my leg, them on his leg. When i noticed, i was with my hand on his… Yeah, you know where. 
I couldn’t do anything, haven’t even found his “stick”, but the feeling of being so close to him, with my hand on such intimate area was really nice. 
Somehow i felt like being hugged.
But he had to leave soon… :( And i’m a idiot, so i haven’t said anything to him. I should’ve asked at least his name, asked for his phone number.

I did something almost nasty, but really liked him. I’d like to have something more with him. 

And it may sound strange, but i liked that. In some way made me remember about the old times, where a boy sat close - but not too much - to a girl and put his hand far off him (and the girl did the same). And they played that game of “She likes me?”, wondering if they should touch the other’s hand. But those times are unfortunately gone.

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