Totally confused
I definitively don’t know what to do.
I really want to be straight and when i think about what’s the better way to follow, i came to the conclusion thai i should be straight.
But the problem is that even liking girls, my feelings for the boys are stronger.
Today i started in college. I was so hopeful of finding a girl that i liked. There are lots of pretty girls. But i don’t feel attracted to them as i feel to the boys.
I really want to be straight, i don’t think that a gay marriage (or any kind of long relationship) will survive to their age. But when i’m right that i’ll be straight and even make plans to be with a girl, i notice that i look too much to the boys to take that way.
It’s my first day in the college and i’m already with a crush on a guy of my class. I try to don’t think in anything, but when i see i’m already making plans….
