How long…
I know that i forgot this blog. I had too many things to do and couldn’t post here.
In this time, i’ve decided to be gay.
I have decided that if i can’t in against it, there is nothing to do. I still feel attracted for boys and almost don’t feel nothing for girls.
But i started wondering if a relationship would last as straigh’s do. And i don’t really can imagine two old man together.
And i know that my mother don’t like the idea of having a gay son.
I know that trying to be straight won’t be easy, but any way will be hard. Why not take the less harder one?
Ok, i won’t deny that i can’t imagine myself eating pussy. But when i was younger i tought that i’d be straight because i couldn’t see anything in the older guys. So, things can change.
And i still wonder how things would be if i got together with the girls that i liked when i was younger.
It’s hard to take a decision that may affect the rest of your life.
