I Want To Be Straight

A boy that likes boys and doesn't like that.

Here we are.

And here we are. I’m confused.

I like both boys and girls, but i prefer boys. I’m in love with V. I have a mother that hates the idea of having a gay son. I want to date V, but i don’t want to face all the problems that gays do.

I don’t like the idea of working hard all my life and when i die, everything that i worked for goes to my relatives.

I want to be able to show who i’m dating to my parents. I wish that she can go to my house in the christmas (or be able to go to her house).

And the truth is that i never had nothing with girls. How can I tell that i don’t like something that i never tried?

How can I imagine myself having sex with a girl if i never had any intimate contact with a girl?

I know that this is a tricky question. Who came first, the egg or the chicken?

I never had any contact with a girl because i’m gay and never wanted to, or I’m gay because i never had any contact with a girl and gone to the way that i already know?

How the things would be if the girl that i asked in the 5th grade had something with me?

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