I Want To Be Straight

A boy that likes boys and doesn't like that.

Mother

So my mom asked me what that means. She had already caught some gay stuff that i watched and i told her that i was curious about that. But this excuse wouldn’t work anymore, so i told her that i was bi.

So she told me all the bad sides of the gay/bi life and i tought that would be better if i tried to be straight.

For over a year, i tried to be straight and it almost worked - i wasn’t feeling anything for boys, but neither i did for girls. I was asexual, not straight.

It was ok for me and i haven’t any problem with my mom all this time. She believed in me when i said that i was straight, or at least she haven’t asked me more about it.

But sometimes i tought that she would accept me if i was gay/bi. When she talked about it, she always did jokes and never made clear that she didn’t like that idea.

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