More Past
When i was 10, i met a neighbour and started to go to his house.
He liked to do some sexual “games”, like pretending he is fucking me, just to bother me.
I liked that and started to do the same to him.
Soon we did that (pretending we are fucking, with clothes) just for fun.
But those “games” were getting more advanced every time. First we started jerking off each other, then we were pretending to fuck each other just with the underwear, then with no clothing at all.
I just haven’t fucked him because he haven’t let me go ahead.
But i tried it every time i could, and when i was 16 he brought a friend of him to my house so i could “have fun” with him.
That boy (i’ll call him B) isn’t cute, but i wanted to fuck someone so i didn’t care about it that much.
I didn’t felt so good about fucking him after it ended, because i wanted to have my first time with someone that i really loved and what i did was kind of a masturbation using somebody else body. It would be no different if i was fucking a hole on the wall or a sex doll.
My friend tried to brought B to my house more times, but i didn’t wanted it.
So, one day he was trying to convince me via MSN to bring him here, but i haven’t accepted. The problem is that some time after, my mom read the MSN history and found it.
