February 2009
3 posts
Wrongdoing
Yesterday i did something crazy.
I was in the bus and sat next to a cute boy Well, i put my hand on my leg, them on his leg. When i noticed, i was with my hand on his… Yeah, you know where. I couldn’t do anything, haven’t even found his “stick”, but the feeling of being so close to him, with my hand on such intimate area was really nice. Somehow i felt like being...
Totally confused
I definitively don’t know what to do.
I really want to be straight and when i think about what’s the better way to follow, i came to the conclusion thai i should be straight. But the problem is that even liking girls, my feelings for the boys are stronger. Today i started in college. I was so hopeful of finding a girl that i liked. There are lots of pretty girls. But i don’t...
How long...
I know that i forgot this blog. I had too many things to do and couldn’t post here. In this time, i’ve decided to be gay. I have decided that if i can’t in against it, there is nothing to do. I still feel attracted for boys and almost don’t feel nothing for girls. But i started wondering if a relationship would last as straigh’s do. And i don’t really can...